I Wish I Didn’t Make Love With Him
So I made love with someone I was in a relationship with. That was my first time; at 24 years. I was taught I only needed to share my body with my husband. As it should. (Hebrews 13:4 ESV) Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled
At one moment, one night, I lost it with someone I love.
Now, I understand why we need to save ourselves with our spouses only. When we make love with somebody, we become one flesh. We are sharing our body and our soul with someone. Making love with someone can be the holiest thing that we can do. Sex is not a sin; pre-marital sex is. God created sex so we can enjoy it with our spouse but not with someone we are not married to. Do not get me wrong; I am not pointing fingers at anyone. I am not perfect, and I am sinful.
I wish I knew where I stand if I could return in time. I wish I think things through because being madly in love with someone has a cost. I was stupid in love as if I had never been fooled by love once. Our hearts can be deceiving, and even our emotions can lie to us. (Jeremiah 17:9) “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?”
Perhaps I am regretting it now because he left me. Would I regret it if he didn’t leave me? I don’t think so. I was crazy in…
